Jakob the Liar

Entering junior high school is probably due to the effect of puberty hormones. My body is getting out of shape day by day. I am tall and look strong. In addition, my academic performance is getting worse and worse, and I don't have any friends.

This sad situation lasted for a whole year. At the beginning of the second year of junior high school, a new classmate came to the class. His tall posture, clear eyes, and his whole body exuded the flavor of youth and mystery. The head teacher looked around, pointed to the empty seat beside me and motioned him to sit down.

Oh, I forgot to say that before he arrived in the class of more than 50 people, I was the only one who had no deskmate.

His "coming" is regarded by me as the blessing of God. "I'll never feel embarrassed because I'm sitting alone again. Well, I must get along with him. "

As a matter of fact, after a week at the same table, we didn't say a word except that we knew his name was Hu Jun Chagrined, I flipped through my classmate's "popular software" during recess to get rid of the loneliness that no girl asked me to "go to the toilet together". When he came back from outside, he couldn't help but look excited: "Oh, do you like playing games, too?"

I raised my head, slightly stunned, and nodded busily: "well Yes

"I like it very much, too! I'll go to the Internet bar some other day Hu Jun suddenly had a brilliant smile.

My heart was beating wildly. Apart from the reason that he finally talked to me, the most important thing was that I knew I had lied - I had never played any online games, so I chose white lies in order to make a new friend as soon as possible.

Girl's love

I gradually became familiar with Hu Jun. The two of us didn't listen carefully in class, but secretly chatted behind books. Most of the content was computer games, so I dragged my younger brother to ask him for some basic knowledge of popular games. In the activity class, basketball games were organized in the first grade. When he galloped on the field as a main player, I held his coat and water cup in the audience and felt that I suddenly became very important, It's no longer the loneliness that was almost ignored and abandoned by the whole world on the first day of the new year.

I began to look forward to dressing up and going to school every day, because I could see him. As long as he talked with me more and played more jokes, I felt that the gray life was smeared with a beautiful warm color. How I cherish such a long lost sense of belonging and happiness!

And I firmly believe that he can feel my care and help for him.

Not long after I knew each other, I did a "breaking through the limit" thing. One time, the novel he secretly read in class was taken away by the teacher, and the whole person was depressed. I looked at it in my eyes and felt anxious. I was as timid as I was. I didn't know where I had the courage to hide it from him. I ran to the head teacher and lied: "teacher he, the novel you just took away is mine, which has nothing to do with Hu Jun."

I was worried that my little trick could not escape the eyes of the adults, but she still gave the book back to me: "is it yours? Then why is he watching in class? "

"Well Originally I was watching, he was curious, snatched to turn over, did not expect to be found by you. Sorry, I shouldn't have brought novels to school. " My heart a horizontal, since the choice of "back black pot", it must not be exposed.

Fortunately, the head teacher didn't make it difficult for me. When I came out of the office, I ran all the way to the corridor outside the Islamic church. When I handed the novel he loved to him, he asked excitedly, "how did you get it back?"

"You guess, I'll tell you if you guess right!" Elated I waved my hand, I think he almost gave me a grateful hug.

I don't know whether such words are appropriate to describe us.

Strong love

It didn't last long. The class began to spread rumors about us. The teacher in charge of the class probably saw some clues early, so when I was unprepared, he told me: "here, after studying in the evening, I will move there tomorrow."

It was one of the most heartbreaking self-study nights in my memory. I cried on the desk for a whole class. Hu Jun was terrified. After enduring it for a long time, he just poked my arm and muttered, "you don't have to exaggerate Are you ok? "

I don't think he will understand that my tears are not only shed for leaving him, but also for the friendship that I have been protecting for a long time, but also for being mercilessly slandered and devastated by the outside world.

Fortunately, although the seats were opened, Hu Jun seemed to pay more and more attention to me and cherish our friendship. His new deskmate is a simple and honest boy, Lang tie, who has played a lot of positive roles. For example, Hu Jun and I secretly passed notes, and even later shared a notebook to write a diary, all of which were passed or covered by langtie.

Four months after I met Hu Jun, it's almost new year's day. On the afternoon of the day before New Year's day, long tie broke up Hu Jun and said to me mysteriously, "let me tell you something. Hu Jun said that he would give you a new year's gift! After school, I will accompany him to buy it. It is estimated that I will give it to you when I study in the evening! You remember not to go too fast! Don't pretend you don't know... "

"What? He sent me A gift? " I can't help my curiosity.

"As for your shock, you are usually so kind to him, and he is not a cold-blooded animal. It's not a holiday. People want to take the opportunity to express their gratitude to you! "

Although the "kindness" of long tie has greatly weakened Hu Jun's sense of surprise, I am still surprised and looking forward to it. The whole evening of self-study, I was daydreaming: "what gift will he give me? It doesn't matter any more. I like everything as long as it's from him! "

Finally, it was a night of self-study. That snowy night, in the brightly lit teaching building, in the dark and bright night, I deliberately procrastinated. After hearing the voice calling my name, I turned around and saw Hu Jun, who had changed his usual cold look, striding towards me. He handed me a small gift box and said in a loud voice with a smile: "good friend, send me home You need a gift. Happy New Year

His careless, open and magnanimous manner provoked all the students around him. Stupefied to a loss, I took the gift, raised my head and said shyly, "thank you..." When he was ready to escape, he saw Lang tie behind him blink his eyes mischievously.

This is the first time in my life that I have received a gift from a boy.

When I got home, I couldn't wait to unpack the package and open the carton carefully. What I saw was a cute little fox key chain and a note. When I opened it, I saw Hu Jun's crooked font:

"You see how this fat little fox looks like you, kind and lovely. Ha ha I hope you are happy every day and believe that you are the best

I happily hung it on the key chain and followed me to school and home every day. Some students took it up and looked at it carefully, and asked, "where did you buy it?" I will always respond with great confidence: "it's a new year's gift from a good friend!"

Although I have received all kinds of gifts since I was a child, there has never been a boy of the same age like Hu Jun, who gave me ordinary small things that were not brilliant in the most difficult school days. It was not delicate enough and not valuable enough, but it could let me take them with me all the time and silently tell me how much I cherish each other's feelings.

Youth's enthusiasm

In the days after that, little fox Keychain accompanied me through a lot of roads. Hu Jun was still my good friend. I became less sensitive, less vulnerable and less self abased, because that friendship gave me strength and let me see the sunshine when I was most lonely. Later, we all grew up and went our own way, but I always remember Hu Jun and even appreciate him.

Hu Jun, you won't know that I miss those days when we all sympathized with each other. Now I think of it, I still feel beautiful and clear.

Thank you for appearing in my lowest life, giving me sincere friendship at my most isolated moment, and escorting my sensitive, fragile and cowardly girl heart. The little fox key ring you gave me in the second year of junior high school was the first gift I received from a boy. Since then, it seemed to warm all the coldness in the future.

In the journey of growing up, I know that I will encounter more depression than the inferiority and loneliness in junior high school, but I have gradually understood the power of self-confidence.

Little fox Keychain is gradually mottled, but whenever I see it, it's like seeing the sensitive and cowardly girl in junior high school, who once had a different self-confidence brilliance because of a young boy's warm care like sunshine.