A teenager running in the fields of Jilin, breathing the fresh air of nature and yearning for a poetic world in his heart, this teenager is song Xuewen.

Song Xuewen thought he could always be like this. When he was free, he read in the sun. When he was tired, he got up and ran recklessly.

A key chain completely broke song Xuewen's dream. He was forced to cut off his legs and left arm and could no longer run and write.

Unfortunately, I became addicted to drugs in order to relieve pain, so I quit drugs three times.

Song Xuewen, who studied hard, was admitted to a high school in the city. After graduation, he worked in a chemical plant in Jilin.

Soon, with his hard-working hands, song Xuewen became the leader of the pipeline team, and then settled down in the city. With a generous salary, song Xuewen can hardly worry about food and drink.

Song Xuewen in his youth

One day in 1994, the construction personnel of the chemical plant accidentally dropped something with radioactive substances on the construction site while installing the nuclear power device.

Small nuclear radiation substances are extremely harmful, but the construction personnel of the factory did not report them in time.

Song Xuewen happened to pass by the construction site on his way to work. In the early morning, there was no one on the street. A key chain glittered in the snow.

Song Wenwen picked out the glittering thing and looked carefully in his hand. It turned out to be a key chain.

Song Xuewen looked at the brand-new key chain and put it into his pocket.

This key chain is an item accidentally lost by the operator. It is attached with nuclear radiation. As long as people touch it, they are likely to be paralyzed.

Song Xuewen

When he arrived at the unit, song Xuewen began to feel dizzy slowly. His colleagues found that he had mental problems. As soon as they wanted him to have a rest, song Xuewen directly ran to the toilet and vomited.

Song Xuewen really can't hold on. He can't stand steadily now, let alone work. So the workmates carried him back to the dormitory.

Song Xuewen, who was lying in the dormitory, began to feel something wrong. His thigh was burning like a fire, and there seemed to be countless ants eating his brain in his head.

Song Xuewen's story spread to the unit leaders. Hearing the symptoms described by the employees, the leaders began to feel uneasy.

The unit leader hurried to the dormitory and asked song Wenwen if he saw anything and asked him to take out the things he found.

Song Xuewen

Song Xuewen took out the key chain, and the nuclear radiation materials lost by the construction workers were prominently placed on the naked skin.

Let everyone leave the room immediately. He immediately dialed 120 emergency number and told song Xuewen that it was not a key chain at all. It was radioactive iridium-192.

What is radioactive material? Song Xuewen's hot brain had no time to think. He just wanted to know why a small key chain would make him so painful.

When he came to the hospital, song Xuewen's condition did not improve. His thigh gradually swelled to twice the original, and it was also covered with large and small blisters. His parents cried bitterly when they saw it.

Song Xuewen

Seeing that song Xuewen's condition continued to deteriorate, the hospital immediately transferred him to Beijing 307 Hospital, which was the only hospital that could save song Xuewen's life at that time.

When song Xuewen was in the hospital, he tried to wake up with pain in his legs, but he was unable to move his legs again.

Song Xuewen slowly raised his swollen hands. These hands, which picked up a pen and wrote down their feelings about life on the occasion of work, can't move now.

Song Xuewen's writing style is particularly excellent. His prose is positive and upward, and once won a grand prize.

At the moment, song Xuewen can no longer write prose like that. Now he just wants to know whether he will have a chance to write again in the future. The doctors' answers made him frustrated.

Doctors told song Xuewen that he had absorbed a lot of nuclear radiation in his body, and the radiation disease had an incubation period and could not be cured completely.

Song Xuewen

In despair, song Xuewen burst into tears, and his parents couldn't stop persuading him to live well.

Song Xuewen accepted his fate and was treated in Beijing 307 Hospital for three years. Song Xuewen spent three years with pain and vomiting.

Every time he heard the treatment plan from the doctor, song Xuewen was always black in front of his eyes, but the sharp pain from his thigh pulled him back to reality.

In the follow-up treatment, song Xuewen's painful legs were amputated. He couldn't measure which one made him collapse more, losing his legs or enduring pain.

As song Xuewen's body was constantly suffering from diseases, the doctor could only amputate all his legs, left forearm and four fingers of his right hand.

Song Xuewen

A healthy guy, now he needs his parents to feed him when he eats and help him when he goes to the bathroom. Song Xuewen has become very low self-esteem.

Dragging his crippled body, song Xuewen returned to Jilin. At this time, he lowered his head and sat on the train without saying a word. He was very afraid of being looked at by others.

Every time he went out, song Xuewen would cover himself with a huge black umbrella. He could not face his disability, let alone reality.

Seeing his son's growing depression, his parents took him to a hospital for treatment. The hospital was full of patients with prosthetics. Song Xuewen saw them and his heart rekindled hope again.

If song Xuewen wants to press the prosthetic limb, it will cost at least hundreds of thousands of yuan. His parents are farmers and can't afford so much money at all.

Song Xuewen

Song Xuewen's company should be mainly responsible for this difficulty, but the company only provided him with a small dormitory of about 10 square meters, and subsidized him more than 800 yuan a month.

The parents came to song Xuewen's company and asked the leader to pay for song Xuewen's artificial limb, but the leader shirked his responsibility and didn't think of the money.

In fact, the hundreds of thousands of companies can't afford it, but the leaders want song Xuewen to issue a termination report, which means that if anything happens to song Xuewen in the future, the company can not pay compensation.

The nuclear radiation disease can not be cured overnight. The road to treatment in the future is long and endless. If a termination report is issued, it is tantamount to forcing song Xuewen to die.

Song Xuewen

The company also threatened to let him go to the head office to sue. Anyway, it didn't help to sue. Song Xuewen's hope just ignited was extinguished.

In the confused time, a girl quietly broke into song Xuewen's life and brought sunshine to him, and her name happened to be Yang Guang.

Song Xuewen didn't know how to spend the days in the future. There was no hope for the endless days and nights.

Song Xuewen has not been in contact with the outside world for two years. He can only feel the taste of contact with people by listening to the radio. Only at this time can he feel comfortable for a moment.

Song Xuewen

On his birthday, song Xuewen wanted to order a happy birthday song for himself. Unexpectedly, this phone call made him meet the most precious person in his life.

Maybe this is fate, the more you don't ask, the more you will get.

When the phone rang, a beautiful girl with an oval face answered the phone and asked who it was. The other end of the phone was quiet for a moment.

Yang Guang didn't hang up in a hurry. She waited patiently for the reply from the caller. Finally, she heard the man's voice.

Song Wenwen told Yang Guang that today is his birthday. He wanted to call the radio station to order happy birthday. Unfortunately, he dialed the wrong number.

As soon as Yang Guang heard it, he immediately said a happy birthday in a sweet voice. A simple sentence opened song Xuewen's closed heart.

Yang Guang

Since then, the fate of the two people has been linked together. Song Xuewen and Yang Guang have nothing to talk about. Their hearts slowly stick together. They love each other very deeply.

Yang Guang wants to meet song Xuewen. Song Xuewen doesn't tell Yang Guang that he is a disabled person without legs and arms because of his inferiority complex. He just sends her a photo.

Once on her way to work, Yang Guang accidentally saw a man covered by a big umbrella. Her curiosity drove her to look inside slowly. She immediately recognized that the man in the umbrella was song Xuewen.

Yang Guang insists on meeting song Xuewen. Song Xuewen can only tell her that she is a disabled person and is afraid that Yang Guang is afraid to see it.

Song Xuewen and Yang Guang

But Yang Guang didn't flinch. She encouraged song Xuewen to face life bravely and survive tenaciously with a disabled body. She admired her willpower.

The warm words hit song Xuewen's heart. He almost shed tears. Since his disability, people around him will only sympathize with him and comfort him. No one has ever admired him.

Yang Guang, who moved song Xuewen with a sweet voice, held a bunch of flowers when meeting, so that the bright colors shone into song Xuewen's dark life.

After the meeting, song Xuewen didn't want to drag Yang Guang down and kept avoiding meeting her, but Yang Guang came up with all kinds of fun games to help song Xuewen regain his confidence.

Song Xuewen

This game is to let song Xuewen learn to wash his face, brush his teeth, eat and open the door. Every success will be rewarded. In this way, song Xuewen slowly defeated his demons.

In order to restore song Xuewen's confidence, Yang Guang brought him a pair of dummy legs. Although he can't stand up, he can cover up the deformity of his legs from the appearance.

Song Xuewen refused. He wanted to stand up, not deceive himself and others.

In order for his son to have a prosthetic limb, song Xuewen's mother sold her dowry and was going to Beijing with the money.

After getting the money, song Xuewen's mother was very excited. She accidentally hurt her thigh on the way to buy vegetables and was unable to accompany song Xuewen to Beijing to appeal.

Song Xuewen

Yang Guang stood up and said she would accompany song Xuewen to Beijing.

Yang Guang took song Xuewen to Beijing hospital for reexamination. She further learned the truth of the matter and the seriousness of song Xuewen's condition. She strengthened her confidence and must help song Xuewen get back the compensation.

The two rented a dilapidated quadrangle in Beijing and cheered together at night, dreaming of the beautiful scene of buying prosthetics.

The road of safeguarding rights was not smooth. Yang Guang pushed song Xuewen to all departments of the head office, but the leaders inside didn't want to take care of it.

Song Xuewen and Yang Guang didn't understand the law and had to come to the disabled persons' Federation for help, but they met a liar at the door. With the cost of writing a lawsuit and hiring a lawyer, they were cheated of nearly 1000 yuan.

Life was hard, so song Xuewen had to beg in the street. Yang Guang saw the rear Committee and cried. They had no money, but Yang Guang wanted song Xuewen to live with dignity.

Song Xuewen

The lawyer's fee is expensive. Fortunately, Yang Guang accompanied song Xuewen to find a lawyer's office to help them file a lawsuit, and then paid the fee after it was over.

After nearly a year of appeal, the court finally sentenced the company to compensate song Xuewen 480000 yuan.

With the 480000 yuan, song Xuewen can finally buy the prosthetic limb he is thinking about.

Wearing a brand-new prosthetic limb, song Xuewen took a step trembling and walking down the ground again over the years. Song Xuewen couldn't help crying. He finally stood up.

Yang Guang smiled and cried beside him. The two held together and were ready to meet the new future together.

Yang Guang worked hard to save a sum of money and bought a computer for song Xuewen to help him realize his dream, that is, to continue writing and express the pain of medical treatment over the years.

Song Xuewen

Sitting in front of the computer, song Xuewen was at a loss. He couldn't believe that the already fragmented literary dream was stuck together in Yang Guang's hands.

Song Wenwen, who has only one finger left, sits next to the computer every day, typing one key by one, and never stops.

In 2003, after several modifications, song Xuewen completed his masterpiece "the chain of life and death", with a total of nearly 360000 words, recording all the details of his struggle with illness.

With the help of Zhang Yue, the host of CCTV, this book was successfully published. There are dark and dull after Song Xuewen's amputation, as well as bright and brilliant after meeting and falling in love with Yang Guang.

Chain of life and death

The two have been together for seven years. Witnessed by their relatives and friends, they entered the palace of marriage. Song Xuewen and Yang Guang finally married.

The sun slowly lit up their bright future.

Soon after marriage, thinking that song Xuewen might not be able to have children, Yang Guang and song Xuewen opened a kindergarten together, treating the students as their children.

During the school period, another director took a fancy to song Xuewen's experience and made a film with him as the protagonist. In the film, he smiled and belittled the misfortunes of the past.

Fate will not always treat song Xuewen harshly. A good man with a cheerful personality and full of praise from others has been favored by fate. He ushered in his first child in 2015.

In 2017, song Xuewen's condition began to deteriorate when the child was just two years old. Yang Guang took song Xuewen to the hospital while taking care of the child.

Song Xuewen

Under the torture of illness, song Xuewen began to lose his sight. The child's face gradually blurred, and Yang Guang's appearance gradually disappeared in his mind. Song Xuewen suffered from cataracts and memory regression/ p>

During his illness, song Xuewen listened to the suggestions of his friends and opened an online shop selling northeast rice. He wanted to make some money for his children and promote northeast rice.

Such a positive and enterprising person still failed to escape the hands of death. In 2019, song Xuewen stopped breathing in the hospital.

Yang Guang holds the child and looks at the loss of light in her husband's eyes. She recalls song Xuewen in the film and smiles at life at the end of the story.

Two people with similar personalities made the same choice in the face of setbacks. After her husband died, Yang Guang was still strong and brave.

Song Xuewen

Because of a small key chain, song Xuewen changed from a young man with more than 100 kilograms to a disabled man with only 50 kilograms left. People can't bear to sigh.

But no matter what difficulties await song Xuewen, he can always find light in the dark until death takes him away.

In another world, song Xuewen must have returned to the way he was before the accident. He has a pair of strong legs and runs in the boundless light.